Friday, 4 May 2012

Sleepy...

I'ma say...Damned it...this whole week...WHOLE week...I just can't help but sleep in the class....T^T...
I still sleep like normal, I cut down my job, I'm not studying like crazy and I'm not doing work...why o why am I damned sleepy?!?!
almost every time in class, free time, I'd be sleeping...
doesn't matter if anyone mess with me or not, I won't budge...
Just like that day, in the library, KC was playing with my hair, calling me...but I just don't wanna move...just wanna sleep through it...










I told mum I wanna have a checkup with the doctor...I just feel somehow somethings wrong...
(not the sleeping problems though...)

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anyway, enough with the talk about sleep... (sleep = )
haven't update my blog for some time...hmm...I know I'm lazy...I'll hit myself...(PIA PIA)
hehe...
boring days at school...as always...
just Teusday was a public holiday (1st of May) , so went to IPC mall with family...
my brother was to buy a new bed...but he just found a table...haha...
he even put it up himself~=P...
me and my sister went to Popular...I bought things I wanted and we went straight to Starbucks...
we had a Venti Frappucino<<(not sure bout the spelling lol...)
she paid~xD

















that's her in the pic anyway~

it was so good...=v=~~~like heaven...

oh ya...the 3 DVDs I bought...hmmm...I've gone bankrupt...

















well...at least I'm happy~why save money if you CAN buy happiness~~~xD

gone home, happy...
then went AEON that night again...lol...just to buy some thing...
but the problem is we went again on the night before...just cause my mum wanna buy bread...
but she treated me to something nice~so~=P...

gone home...looked at my collections...hmm...

















ya~I'm happy~ xP


everyday at school...happy days?
well...not sure...I'm a moody and weird person...which I think people will hate bout me...
but...I can't change it...not that I want or not, is that why should I?
if can't cope with my personality like this, go off, no need a person as such in my life.

besides, though got tired of some jokes...really, really, really tired of it...
but...fine...I still tolerate...just cause you're friends~It does no harm right...
just...I don't like people misunderstanding...that's all...
cause I feel that, well, some people did...

I hate one thing bout myself...but that is also what I WANT to live with still...
I'm cruel in some way...but it's just that I'm tired of being nice...
I can do almost ever thing for one I care, but I'll turn down till nothing's left if I gave up...
I need no worthless people and things in my life, troubles, I call them...
but, I do care for you, you and you all...
I still care...

by the way...
some people are just so contradicted?
I mean, how can you be in this manner and the other so fast?!
sorry, but I still stick up with my own principles...still...
(what is my principle by the way...lol)
BUT, it's your problem, nothing to do with me, I'm still happy with that~